| Location | Llanelli, South Wales |
| Age | 5 months |
| Cause of Death | Undisclosed |
| Date of Birth | 29/10/2007 |
| Date of Death | 20/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,368 since 27/06/2008 |
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IN LOVING MEMORY
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OF A LITTLE ANGEL CALLED JORDAN KVAS LOGAN
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I.V.F (first born Angel)
(BORN APRIL 20TH AT 5.05PM 2008 at singelton hospital.)
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This page is in loving memory of my very much loved and wanted son (Jordan) Jordan was born asleep
at 20 weeks gestation on the 20th April 2008 at 5.05pm, he weighed 36 kg. Due to a rare disorder
(renal agenisis) he was not going to survive, i even pleaded to the consultant had he ever seen a
miricle in a case like this? he said words i just did not want to hear, (No. i wish i did) I thank
god for giving me Jordan even if it was for a short time as i feel blessed to have carried him.
My heart broke giving birth to my baby knowing he would not survive, and walking out of the
maternity unit with nothing but your blanket, memmory, and photos, and having to leave you behind
broke my heart in two. Jordan's due date would have been the 11th september 2008. jordan was
concieved through I.V.F I so much wish things could have been different and that you would have been
here with me, but sometimes life pulls souls apart until the end when we meet again, were Jordan
will be awaiting in heavens garden.
(if you can could you also visit jordans grandads site (harrold logan) he would realy appreciate
that (thankyou) to you all for your kind thoughts.)
you,ve just walked on ahead of me,
And i have to understand,
That i must let go of the ones you love,
You have to let go of their little hands.
I will try to cope the best i can,
But i,m missing you so so much,
If i could only see you,
And once more feel your touch,
yes, you,ve just walked on ahead of me,
But dont worry i,ll be fine,
As i know one day you will be with me in eternity for ever.
I am so so sorry I really am...
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Our beloved Jordan and Nana
Barbara there are no words of comfort to you. It broke my heart to see you going through such a traumatic experience, knowing the outcome. You were so brave even though you had no choice not to be.
You grieve for as long as it takes and not when someone tells you to stop. People can be so hard sometimes and everyone is different.
When you hear people complain about ridiculous things ie..... the weather, they got a cold, they,ve broken their nails etc makes my blood boil but that's life unfortunately.
That star you see at night so bright is the sign your son is alright.
You will find peace one day as your his mammy and no-one
can take that away.
Life moves on but your memories will never ever fade.
You will never forget your beautiful baby boy.
He awaits you in the heavens above where he is now at peace with my precious Nana.
Goodnight Godbless to all our beloved until we meet again.
XXX
sleep well little one
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sleep well little one
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liam was born the same way as jordan , just left a verse hope it brings comfort xx
My Little boy x
For the little boy I'll never know,
Born too soon before he could grow,
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't give,
If only my little boy could somehow live,
But you were too precious for this world,
From Earth to Heaven, your place was filled,
I felt so warm, content inside,
My smile for you was hard to hide,
But now you're gone I sit and cry,
Why did my little boy have to die,
One day I know we'll meet again,
My heart will then be freed from pain,
But until that day does arrive,
In my heart you'll stay alive
My shoes hurt.
I am wearing a pair of shoes
They are ugly shoes
uncomfortable shoes
I hate my shoes
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I
do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them
I get funny looks wearing these shoes
They are looks of sympathy
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad
they are my shoes and not theirs
They never talk about my shoes
To learn how awful my shoes are might
make them uncomfortable
To truly understand these shoes you must walk
in them
But once you put them on, you can never take them off
I realize that I am not the only one
who wears these shoes
There are many pairs in the world
Some woman are like me and ache
daily as they walk in them
Some have learned how to walk in them
so that they don't hurt quite so much
Some have worn the shoes so long
that days will go before they think
about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman
These shoes have given me strength
to face anything
They have made me who I am
I will forever walk
Since my child died,
I feel as if my life has ended.
As my heart is so broken
and can never be mended.
You can't make me better,
NO I'm not gonna heal.
You haven't been where i am
So you don't know how i feel.
I hope you never have to feel
The way that i do.
I wouldn't wish on anyone
What I'm going through.
Stop asking how I'm feeling
Cos you don't want to know.
If i told you the truth
You'd get up and go.
I say that I'm ok
Cos its what you want to hear.
That's not how I'm feeling
It isn't anywhere near.
It makes you uncomfortable
When i mention her name.
You'd be quite happy
To never hear it again.
You make me so angry,
You make me so mad.
NO I'm not being miserable,
I'm just feeling so sad.
MY CHILD HAS DIED
Will you get it through your head
I spend my time now
Wishing i too were dead.
I wish someone could help me
To take away my pain,
But only my Angel can do that
When I'm holding her again.
If you're reading this
And you do understand.
Then you've lost your child too,
To you I offer my hand.
My hand offers comfort
That you'll get from no other,
It can only be found
In another grieving mother.
Our children are special
We'll love them forever.
We'll help each other through
And we'll do it together.
Thier memory will live on
They will always be remembered
When we are all reunited
Our hearts will be mended.
Thankyou so much for all your support, it means so much to me to know that there are people there for me who truly understand the pain i feel. Godbless and take care. Love to you and your family always. xxxxxxxxxxx
Always My Friend
It takes more than words to let you know
how much it means to me to have you as a friend
I can depend on you for understanding
when I am confused I can depend on you for comfort
when I am sad I can depend on you for laughter
when I am happyI am so thankful to know that you are
always my friend
love always
sheila and my angels
Tommy and Mark
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my heart felt thanks
hello Jordan's mummy (sorry dont know your name) i cant say how happy i am every morning when i turn on my connection to heaven and i always have some nise surprises from all my friends all the things that you leave for Mark and his daddy (tommy) it really makes my day start with a smile , your little boy must be so proud to have a mummy like you i know i would be
thanks again and im always here if you ever feel the need to talk
love sheila xxxxxxxxxx
Mark and Tommy said thanks and they will always look after Jordan for you till it's your turn to go to him xx
Ask How my Mum is
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright.'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping.'
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, 'You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told.
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